everything.is.not.what.it.seems

[ella tally vanderwood]

ella tally
vanderwood

single // sixteen // sophomore

i am what i am

other half i am what i am
inseparable i can't help myself
like family and if you don't like it
attached at the hip get with somebody else
partners in crime i'll never change my ways
best friends it's not a phase
close friends this is how it is and this is how it's gonna stay
good friends because
average friends i am what i am i know what i'm not
party buddies i'm not the type of girl
drinking buddies that doesn't know how good she's got it
childhood friends and i won't back down
friend of a friend won't come around
on and off friends saying that i changed cause
enemies turned friends that's not how it's going down
secret friends and i know
confidant wherever i go
same clique i am what i am
fake friends what can i say?
friend of the family i'm gonna be this way
forbidden friends right up until my dying day
acquaintances because that's how it goes head to my toes
just met and if it doesn't show well i just had to let you know

spitting fire back and forth now

hardcore hatred times have changed in just a few months
mutual hatred neighbors complaining from the fights and
one-sided hatred why can't things be the same
mutual dislike and maybe i'm just a little bit cautious
one-sided dislike of what i'm gonna say
enemies when i tell you i can't live this way
frenemies but i don't know what to expect
friendly rivals from someone who's so insane
rivals why can't i get through the night
annoyance why can't i get through the night
avoidance i'm tired of the hurting
tolerance is it really worth it?
indifference cause i am kinda feeling like i'm screaming
ignoring with my mouth shut
backstabbed when it's really open
cheated on the only noises in my head
by association are consumed of your voice
jealousy from all the pain and hatred
friends turned enemies how long can you kick somebody down
love/hate before a foot breaks?
all for show i'm tired of the hurting
secret enemies is it really worth it?

love story

final we were both young, when i first saw you
current i close my eyes and the flashback starts
futurei'm standing there, on a balcony in summer air
past - good i see the lights; see the party, the ball gowns
past - bad i see you make your way through the crowd
past - chemistry you say hello, little did I know…
in love now that you were romeo,you were throwing pebbles
mutual crush and my daddy said “stay away from juliet”
crushing on ella and i was crying on the staircase
ella crushing on you begging you please don't go...
fleeting glances and i said...
flirting romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone
secret i'll be waiting; all there's left to do is run
forbidden you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess
physical attraction it's a love story, baby, just say yes
sexual tension so I sneak out to the garden to see you
friends with benefits we keep quiet, because we're dead if they knew
enemies with benefits so close your eye,escape this town for a little while
f**k buddies cause you were romeo - i was a scarlet letter
lust and my daddy said "stay away from juliet"
one night stand but you were everything to me
fling - past i was begging you, please don't go
fling - present and i said…
fling - future romeo take me somewhere, we can be alone

how can i decide what's right?

spouse when you're clouding up my mind
engaged can't win your losing fight all the time
sibling not gonna ever own what's mine
cousin when you're always taking sides
family - other you wont take away my pride
good influence no not this time
bad influence how did we get here?
mutual respect i use to know you so well
respect for ella how did we get here?
respect for you well, i think i know
protective over ellathe truth is hiding in your eyes
protective over you and its hanging on your tongue
roommate just boiling in my blood
classmate but you think that i can't see
admiration what kind of man that you are
mentor if you're a man at all
emotional support well, i will figure this one out on my own
teacher how did we get here?
stalker i use to know you so well
obsession i think i know
mixed feelings there is something that i see in you
other – specify it might kill me i want it to be true

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